Happy for you?

No. there are times where you'll be genuinely happy for a friend over his or her success.
Very often, I ask if I'm happy for you as a very good friend. You have climbed the ladders of success and now you're leading one of the most noticeable group.

youve satisfied this whole world by losing yourself and for that, i feel for you and its definitely not happiness. it's something we all call "sadness". I do feel blue for you. If i've stepped in as a capacity of a friend to tell you that you're losing yourself. Would you have listened or turned your back on me. That's something I don't know because I never tried, I would very much like to know.

You've turned yourself into this freak that i really dont know and i do not wish to have anything to do with you in anyway, much less attending your party. Cut me some slack please. I do not wish to entertain you anymore. I was, in the past but for now, I really see no need in doing that. just cut me some slack. I loved you before in that same capacity as a friend but right now, I really wish that you could get out of my life. your texts are pretty disturbing, much less your fucking face and voice.

I would like to say thank you for being a part of my life but honestly, I just can't find it anywhere back there. KAYTHXBYE.

I do not want to drag this entry any further because I have a paper to study for. TAXATION 2 is one hell of a bitch. SERIOUSLY.

hey bitches.

ill try to keep this short.
my attachment placing is at Citibank and somehow, i should be happy but i ain't.
why is that so.

oh well, im just praying that everything turns out fine on tuesday. I'm pretty excited to work for GE but . . . . the details are somehow not finalised.

not happy at all.

screw this.