Youth Leaders Academy 3

YLA3 has been a great blast.
I'll upload the picture sometime soon. I promise!

I'm really worn out. reallyreallyreally.
slept for less than like 9 hours for the past 4 days. that's pretty bad but i don't give shit cause i know it was all worthwhile.

the campers wrote me a shoutout and one of it says " don't look so sad. . . . . "

I have no idea that I was actually showing sadness in the first place. well, you can call me one anal ass. i'm a person who likes to ensure that everything's in order and making sure that everyone enjoys the camp even if it's at the expense of myself not being able to enjoy the camp fully. i seriously don't mind so no worries to that.

I seriously learnt so much from this camp.
thank you campers. thank you spartans in particular.
loveyall.

EXORCISMANIAC.

i've been watching alot of movies on exorcism recently.
and it sure isn't helping when im watching it in the night.
but, it is really thrilling. really. (:

talking about something which some may already know,
my life isn't just about that friggin. team.
no, it doesnt revolve around that.
i'm glad i found my life back. i'm so glad i'm over it. i'm so glad i doubt that i'll ever give that shit a 100%.

why you ask? there's just no point already because i've found things much better than that.
like taking time out to learn something new. having time for myself to just lay on bed and read a magazine.
it's so carefree isn't it?, wouldn't you agree much?


Alright back to - The Exorcism of Emily Rose

What I wouldn’t give to wake up and find that my whole life has been a bad dream and we’re all still 17.

how true is that. I know I wouldn't. heh.

I managed to watch this movie named melinda&melinda. I'm really happy that I managed to watch this after so long.

many times in life, we percieve things the way we want and not how we should and this is something which i still cant fathom much.

but after this movie, it just helped a little, i know im getting there. heh.

moving on, i actually went back to school on a monday which is supposed to be a holiday. no, you can't call me a loser. i was helping out in the preparation for yla3 so just suck on that. wait, actually. maybe i'm quite a loser. ahhhhh dang.

pardon me for my incoherent typing. you want to know why? i was drinking earlier. whooops and i could still type with such a sober mind. you just gotta suck on that twice shouldn't you?

you know you should.
alright, kthxbye.

vanity of vanities; all is vanity.

i'm glad that this semester has ended, in a delightful way.
i've found my priorities in life and it really spurs me on to keep moving and marching on like a gladiator.
i'm so over the whole issue now, you do meet ppl and ppl simply love to stab you from the back. yeah, that's nothing new. i'm so over this whole friggin. scheme.

i finally have time for myself, to breathe.
seriously, i just can't wait for ns to commence and end asap.
so that i'll be able to further my studies in australia.

it took me a while to finally set my mind on australia.
struggling within on whether it should be local or overseas, if overseas, where?
after much contemplation and consultations, i'm set on australia.

seriously speaking, i'm so over polylife.
the same old mundane routine.
i'm just getting sick of it.
getting sick of doing the same thing.
cabbing to somewhere else just because the bus is always crowded.
i'm so sick of seeing the same people putting on that friggin. facade.

i'm just so sick of everything.
right now, i need to go take a poo.
i remembered saying before, i really need to rest before i'll throw the poo back right at your face.

kthxbye

you know what will i be saying?

the weather has been like a moronic bitch. it fluctuates so much that my spermcount just lowered. & this freaking weather fluctuation has indirectly affected me, causing me to be ill-stricken with sorethroat,fever, and slight flu.

corelation you speak? its definitely there because association is causation.

i have absolutely no idea why am i awake still at 515am. this hour, so unearthly.

okay, as of 8/8/08. 9 days left. i haven't touched shits. i better cause if i don't i think ill get screwed hard.

uhhh speaking of which. momo&popo got me a new toy, a massage chair. i was like at a lossssssssssss of words but i think ill love them twice the amount as i do for, for putting themselves into my shoes - understanding the misery of an unconfessed student. ( PERIOD ).

loveyall.
kthxbye.

tittle : thank you.

thank you all for making this semester so pleasant..
thank you all for making us feel so at ease.
thank you all for cracking up jokes.
thank you all for doing your best at everything for it never fails to spur me on.
thank you, TA04.

seriously speaking. though, we never had lunch together before as a class.
but from the bottom of amanda's and my heart. we were really guilty. i mean i was. when we had to decline your offer of goodwill; requesting us to join the class for lunch..

amanda's birthday was on 1st august.
and i baked her a cake! oreo cheeeeeeeeeeeeeesecake.
wait. no, i'm not cheesey.
initially, i wanted to bake her something else cause i'm so over oreo cheesecake.
uhhh but you know, i didn't have enough time to prepare the ingredients so i could only afford to bake her an oreo cheesecake if not, i really wanted to bake her something else. heh.

oh well. but nevermind about that.

i'm so not looking forward to the major e.
it's daunting.
and i hate it. garh.