When I thought that things would be better,the harsh reality is that it's only the beginning of a arduous and tiresome journey.

Will I even survive this. :(

life's not good.
just not good.
fag.

walking radio is the term of the day.
so you may ask.
what's a walking radio?

well, fuck you all walking radios.
i know i shouldnt be blogging about this AT ALL.
but it really gets on my nerve when all these inconsiderate imbeciles blast their music from their cell.
oh man, get a life dude. maybe ill groove if youre playing some bollywood music.
its so evident that you people require attention. yes, the noise you're creating with your cell is giving you limitless attention. people just turn around and look down at you. (note; its down).
and yes. do you want to know why am i so against walking radios.
back then in 2005 or was it 2006. "Hips don't lie" was definitely my favourite song... listening to it whenver i have the chance. but screw this walkingradiogirl. she blasted it so loud with her phone that i just stopped listening to it.
& IT HAS TO HAPPEN AGAIN TODAY. YOU JUST KILLED ANOTHER OF MY FAVOURITE SONG!!!!!!! :(:(:(

school starts tomorrow.
im just unwilling to finish my last semester.(very unwilling)
tomorrow marks the start of my last semester in school.
its the last semester where ill have morning rides to ngeeannpolytechnic. my last semester.
i know the change in me has been vast since 2007. but im really happy with my change.
nownownow.
lets see. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMO!
we had lunch at the white rabbit earlier.
the decor was really nice ( just think of an air conditioned church with nice furnishings)

im turning in. :(

BEFORE I HEAD OUT.
I actually wanted to share this video with you guys which pretty much made my friday morning pleasant!

WONDER-GUYS. THEY ARE HILARIOUS!

PARTAYEEEEE @ ZOUK .
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I am excited Y


and i have a meeting in sch tomorrow.
this spells....SHIT.

the messege

9.17 pm - " hey edmund, can you help me take the unsalted butter out from the fridge?"
I received a msg from my mommy asking me to take out a piece of unsalted butter to allow softening.

i did just that. im thinking... " she's probably baking for her church friends again."

it got me pondering...
baking used to be my favourite past time. baking for friends, special ocassions.
then again, is that the reason why i personally bake? i beg to differ.
to me, baking for others is actually my way of showing appreciation for what you have done.
its not like i have all the time in the world to bake for you , i can simply buy but i just know that with every mouthful you swallow, you tend to forget what these cookies/cakes/pies were for.

school's technically starting next week.
im embarking on my last semester of studies (thank god) like ive said before, it isnt easy at all in my course. nonetheless, ive survived 4 fatiguing semesters. somedays it got me thinking whether im even in the right course. but i guess im least affected or never really was but it's just sad. really.

im hoping to end this last semester of study with happyness.
please. people, if you're reading this, patronise me for all i care.

mommy's getting another year older.(soon)
since she likes baking so much.
my sister and i have sorta decided on what to get for her.
:) its a friggin awesome cake mixer from kitchenaid
http://www.cookware-online.co.uk/images/product/main/KA_KSM150.jpg
just look. i know its awesome!
and its available in singapore too!

head down to mayer today! if you didnt know, mayer is a shop specialising in selling kitchenwares. there's an offer now, its usual price is about 899, now its like 799?
(i know i may be sounding excited because i cant wait to use it ) HEH!

my life's made for much more.
im sorry. i really am.
blame this desire that's deeply ingrained.
the desire to be an achiever.
somedays, i do feel good with what i considered them to be my achievements.
somedays, they just seem so insignificant to me.
enough said.

life will get back at you. this, i always remember.
life itself has this score so unsettled.
with so many sigh(s) heaved.
i think im better off reading my BASIC THEORY OFFICIAL HANDGUIDE.
IVE FAILED THE FIRST TIME.
TONIGHT'S THE DETERMINANT TO WHETHER IM GOING TO WASTE TIME ON IT AGAIN.

in the first place, why did i even take up driving.
TO PLEASE MY PARENTS.
IM DOING SOMETHING I DONT EVEN SEE MYSELF DOING.


school's starting on the 20th.
so people, get ready to clean up your dirty ass(es).