a month so long.

its offically june.
i know i haven't been blogging for a really long time.
many times i come into this blogspot and i just find myself tonguetied or rather mind-tied. there's just so much I want to blog about but I just dont know where to start.
I think i've lost all my flare in penning down my thoughts. it's really a sad matter, looking at the me one year ago, I very much believe I was happier. I really was. now im just feeling blue and torn.

alright. vaio offically sucks. i'm going down to have my laptop serviced now. (dont fucking make me smash you like my retarded and now dysfunctional lenovo) - don't fucking fall in love with me. yes i'm that abusive.