Monday, June 15, 2009

a very special friend.

needless to say, I do have this very special friend in life.
her name is geraldina. over dinner earlier, we managed to catch up with each other, updating ourselves to each other and then, it got me thinking how fast time flies. we've been there for each other for SEVEN(7)(SE-VEN) years. it's a really long time to me. There are some friends whom you can forgo while there are some whom you just can't forgo. I'm certain that she belongs in the latter.

It's been seven years. we have came a long way to where we are now. I'm also fucking elated that we're both outshining those who once undermined our capabilities, i'm just glad. Our friendship is nothing but a celebration. really it is. there's one thing im so sure of, without you, i wouldnt have been what i am today. wtihout you i wouldnt dare face this world myself. thank you for making me feel all good about myself. thank you for giving me the greatest pat of courage when i needed one on my shoulder.

I've came up with this theory. . . When thank you is all a friend can say to another friend, that just shows that the other friend has just been wonderful. I dont want to sound mushy right here but tears really filled my eyes as I was reading your card.

okay let's move on, I passed my final theory test which means I can learn driving already, oh wait, not so soon. I still have to attend some crash course. :S sounds like a total waste of time (again)... as if i havent wasted enough time on passing the theory test alone.

& yay. I love my family.
i really do. and I havent been clubbing for a really long time ... so long that clubbing feels weird to me now :( ahhhh. will probably do it soon. . . .like soooon!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

a month so long.

its offically june.
i know i haven't been blogging for a really long time.
many times i come into this blogspot and i just find myself tonguetied or rather mind-tied. there's just so much I want to blog about but I just dont know where to start.
I think i've lost all my flare in penning down my thoughts. it's really a sad matter, looking at the me one year ago, I very much believe I was happier. I really was. now im just feeling blue and torn.

alright. vaio offically sucks. i'm going down to have my laptop serviced now. (dont fucking make me smash you like my retarded and now dysfunctional lenovo) - don't fucking fall in love with me. yes i'm that abusive.