i wonder if any of you remembered what was mentioned in this blog many many posts ago.
'' dont ever try to please the world, even if you can sucessfully achieve that feat, you'll probably lose yourself ''

yes, we've seen you losing yourself.
why would you want to try and please the world when you yourself know that its impossible. (shrugs)
if you're unhappy with something, just voice it out and slam us down up front.
now everything just feels awkward. so damn weird.
and i really hate it.
im not upset that you snapped. i'm just upset at how you were still trying to get your point across when everything is already not making sense. everything sounded so senseless back then, even until today it still sound senseless to me.
and personally i think you crossed the line in a way or so.
i thought i didnt know you anymore for the very first time or maybe, we never really knew each other from the very beginning.

all i can say is, all the best in your life.