it's been a long while ever since i started feeling this way.

the feeling of carrying a torch for someone; no; even i cant believe it.
i dont intend to ignite anything; it's never my wish and i doubt anything can turn out right.

perhaps; when the world's less judgemental.
for now; i really like this feeling and i just want it to stay that way.

alright; i'm just going to blog a short bit on my recent batam trip.

I went over on Friday Night while some of them were already over there.
I met up with gwendolyn and ning to meet up with dav and we headed over to batam!
the boat ticket is approximately 40+ for a 2 way trip; so it's rather worth it. HAHA.

we slept in one of dav's house;
i was rather delightful that i went there because i actually managed to catch some sleep!
heh; having only 2 hours of sleep a day is just murderous!!!

some of the fun stuffs we did were; wakeboarding, airgun shooting and uh oh ya; A&W! .
their waffles is just asswipe but too bad a&w is totally wiped off the shores of singapore. AHHH shucks.

hmm; that's about it.

to dav-
well; i have no idea why you totally psyched out on sunday night & that got me freaked out.
Being a host at a place so distant is defintely not an easy job; somedays, you feel unappreciated; somedays you felt really bad when indirect comments hurt your feelings. I could sense it all. I could sense that huge wave of disappointment you had; somehow.

all i can say now is; you have been one helluva host. I appreciate all that you and your parents had done for us; in terms of lodging, meals and entertainment. i appreciate it; i guess; next time, i'll show my appreciation by baking for you all.

thank you so much for giving me this 4D3N breakaway from school.
thank you so so much! I wished I could have stayed longer but time really didnt allow me to do so.

ever since i came back; i knew the reality button was already tabbed on.
back to the sad reality; schwork.
sigh.