feeling helpless.

whenever my friend faces any difficulty, i just hate it when i can't do anything to make him feel better.

i use to think that i'm blessed with almost everything.
but not quite. I'm missing a gift.
the gift to console people when they are down.
somehow, i realised i'm rather insensitive with my words, so much that it turns out to be offensive if intepreted wrongly which i really hate.
i am an ambassador.
telling the whole world about how good my school is. not a tough feat.
consoloing someone who just lost someone dear to them? total blank out.

sometimes i wonder, if life's really out to get us.
i'll pray for you. i really will. that is a promise.
now we all love you so you have to love yourself.
read this: i love you. so stay strong!