for a moment.

for a moment, i thought i was really bidding you guys goodbye for good.

i thought i was gone for good.

if you haven't figured out, i got into a car accident last night at around 12am - 1 am in the midst of celebrating cindy's and wesley's memorable birthday. so much for a memorable one.



it was raining the whole night and god.

obviously the road was wet and slippery i suppose.

we had 2 cars with us and both cars got crashed. In addition, an indian man's car, got smacked right at the ass too.



wesley and cindy was in their own car while i was in y.chong's car.

holy crap. i have no idea why y.chong suddenly wanted to overtake wesley's car just before a cornering and y.chong managed to overtake wesley's car and we were on the middle lane... then the car just got out of control!!!!


it started skiing on the road! HOLY CRAP. at that moment, i didnt know what happened, i could just hear w.bin shouting out to y.chong " What are you doing? ". The car skiied to the right and it smashed right into an indian's man car and that car turned 180 degrees all the way to the front.


wesley and cindy saw what was going on and they stopped the car at some distance behind us.


AND NO. it didnt stop there. the momentum of the car i was sitting in was still going on STRONG. It spinned another 360 degrees all the way to the back, towards the direction of wesley's car. HOLY CRAP. I TELL YOU. I was at a loss for words. I WAS SPEECHLESS.



everything happened in just a swift. I have to thank god though. fucking fucking shit. I have no idea why i persisted on putting on a seatbelt even though i was at the back seat!!! everything just flew everything, my spectacles which was supposed to be on my face flew right below the front seat! everything in my bag was scattered!



and the most bizzare thing was, i have a necklace with a catholic pendant. the miraculous thing was, the necklace did not break. it was intact but the pendant DISAPPEARED!!!! i searched everywhere but i couldn't find it. CRAP. ( I can't buy it anymore, it was given to me at the international catholic conference) CRAP, it was one that i loved very much.



nevermind. i really have to thank god, thank god. all 5 of us are safe, with no serious injuries though i suffered from some bruises at my hip and back due to the impactful knockings. SERIOUSLY AH. at that moment, I was thinking " HOLY CRAP. AM I STILL IN A DRAMA OR WHAT. " . no wait, i couldnt even think straight. all i knew was that something was flowing out of my nose profusely, thankfully it wasn't blood!!! it was water from i dont know where.


I lost my life once but am thankful to be given another. those who have nothing to do and claims that they want to die should seriously experience what we went through. fucking shit no, i do not want to die. do you know how we felt when the car was spinning like nobodys business ? we thought we were going to die. seriously.



we were trembling when we got out of the car. i had to be told to get off the car cause i was in too much of a shock. i was just thinking " am i finished? " ...

thank god, the invention of seatbelts really saved our sorry asses. ALL 5 of us had seatbelts on.


we were thankful for that indian man's car as that knock against his car actually reduced the momentum by quite a bit already before we smashed right into wesley's car. can you imagine if the indie's car did not pass by & a full impact smash was hit onto wesley's car?

I guess i wouldn't be here typing this entry, with much unfinished.
apparently i told my mom and not my dad for fear that he would flare up. sigh.
right. i think i better put up some pictures but just one because it isn't a sight too sightly.
i am not in a position to comment much but i am just glad that no one was injured. seriously.


fuck. i cannot die ! i have yet written my will. my last words to my parents and sister and all my friends, buddies and everything. now, i'm viewing life from a very different pov. don't waste it, it's precious.