people.

Recently, I have been pondering on quite a number of matters which i am glad i did because i already found an answer to those queries; many.

a friend once told me "karma will get you"
now, it really has; to the extend that i am feeling true blue miserable inside.
i've been throwing a bitfitch these few days thus, i do really want to apologise to any whom i had offended.

somehow, i feel that i lost my drive and determination in life.
perhaps love will spice things up but. ( buts... again)
perhaps this ratrace is truly tiring, real tiring to the degree that i just can't be bothered anymore.
however, i found a new self.
a self which i am going to embrace and i hope people will respect that.

i think quiet time is needed at this moment.
i need time to think of what i really want, in life, in love and in everything.
i need someone to purge me
! i need a new beginning; somehow.

respect.