it has been many months; since i last went to church.

since when did my faith in lord fall by this much.
no; you dont measure it by going to church alone.
but the feeling of trusting,loving lord is no longer there.

i miss those times where i will be so enthusiastic towards god.
i miss those times of serving.

tell me what can i do.
sigh.
i know god loves me. i know he does.
but it's really disheartening when your faith in lord just starts to fade.
day by day.